I feel like I am nobody.

I do work but it’s not always up to the mark. I don’t like to share my what’s going on in my mind to anybody. That is why i choose to write it down it makes me feel better.
Today I had a bad time at work, I have been working as a FPGA Engineer since a year, I had my review today which was bad, where I only saw I need to improve a lot in almost all the topics penned by the manager. This thing is raising a lot of questions in my mind. I am thinking to resign. It makes me feel like I am not a good fit in this industry. I don’t know, it is the first time I feel like I have lost it. I feel I fell down from where I will never be able to get up again.
This was my dream job, designing, but every now and then since I have entered in the company I am not able to cope up with the things happening in the company. I am not able to communicate with people a sense of weird consciousness or a unbeatable anxiety is running over my head.I don’t know if I will ever be able to get up , because now I am questioning myself that was I ever interested to work in this field! If not his then what ? What I wanna do? How do I earn?
That’s making me feel helpless, I feel like I am nobody.

Another strange thing I did notice today, there was this one point which I am good at in the review was English grammar. I was so angry that I opened up an account on this site just to flush down all these thoughts ruining my mood. And not making me feel positive of anything happened today.! So I thought I’ll do this everyday here.If not share with people verbally, let me write down to empty my thoughts.

THAT’S IT, MY FIRST CONTENT.